last night

I absolutely love my family and how we can be there for each other 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Today was hectic. I had a list of things to run around and do before I left-my day flew like none other. I had a bbq with my family, all cousins were able to make it =). Outside of holidays we really don't get to hang out much, even then we're always a bit divided somehow. For my going away though, everyone made it out to spend the day with me. It gives me a sense of peace when I have my family together, I honestly don't know why. I feel like I get this from my grandpa - he was always making sure we stuck together.

Friday night my friends had me over for a bbq where they showed me a video they made dedicated to me. It really shows how much I mean to them and it moves me beyond words to think of the trouble ALL my friends went through just to send me off.

I'm the luckiest girl ever to have so much support from everyone! Although it's bittersweet, I'm ready to take hold of this opportunity and start this new chapter of my life.

Last night in my own bed, bittersweet indeed.
Goodnight

road to paradise-song that pretty much sums up my outlook =) keeps the tears from flowing too much, this is a good thing.