Funny how the smallest things in the world become a big deal when you're away from home. Work was great yet it took very little for my day to take a turn for the worst. I decided to document this just for the purpose of looking back and thinking 'uh yeah that was stupid to be upset over this'.
I've been feeling a bit down about the friend situation. Easy solution, one would think - go make new friends. Yeah, you talk to people, you're friendly, easy peasy. Well I guess it was a bit easier on my turf. Thinking about my friends back home puts me into a bit of a puddle, yearning for my old security blanket of support. It now rests solely on my newly met girlfriend Tonia. As great as she is, it simply isn't quite the same. I think that contributes to my emotional-ness. Not only that, but I miss my mama and daddy. I'm 21 but I will certainly own up to that. One can never be too old to miss the two people who do everything in their power to fix your problems.
Now for the culprit. The stupid bus. It ate my bus/train ticket. This is like the cell phone equivalent to public transportation. I feel naked without it. It would be okay had this been the end of the week, I could live with that. But seeing as though I have to go to and from work these next few days churns my tummy. I have to pay the fair. FML it's fine for a working girl, sucks ass for a girl who has no income what so ever. Okay after writing all of it down, I'm feeling embarrassed about how stupid it is.
Well that is my vent, and upon reading how ridiculous I sound, I feel loads better.
Now I can do hw without this weight at my throat, g'day.
Ozzie quote ( 3 year old at work) " What does your jumper say?" -minnesota, can you say that? "Minisooooda. why does it say that" -Because that's where I'm from, it's my home. " but why.."
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